Waiting for me =)

I have got a feeling… All this time.. I’m just being happy with other people’s happiness…but then, I also thought that…”When is it gonna be my turn to be happy” without realizing..that I have been blessed. Yes, there may be certain things that are not going my way..but exactly like Sheela says…I should surrender all to Him and just be happy in all that He’s giving me. I am…I don’t mean to sound ungrateful..I am. But how come, there is just that ONE thing that I want…but I can’t get? Then when I think about it, there is a possibility if I keep on persevering in prayer, I will get it. Maybe God’s timing just doesn’t allow it…or maybe, there is another better thing for me =D Well, whatever it may be, Lord, I surrender all to You and pray that Your will be done, for I know that there is no other way, Amen =)

Faith =D

I'm reaching for the prize...
I'm giving everything...
I give my life for this...
It's what I live for.

Nothing will keep me from...
All that You have for me...
You hold my head up high...
I live for You...

Greater is He that's living in me
Than He that is in the world.

Faith...I can move the mountain...
I can do all things through Christ, I know
Faith...Standing and believing...
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me

This song is dedicated to a friend whom I know lives with Christ in her heart and I believe has been blessed thousandfold back to her! You are a living testimony to EVERYONE who lives with Christ =) You are a blessing to me!!! Thank you so much for sharing with me and thank You Jesus for bringing her to me =D Let's shout to the skies with praises and worship for Him!! Hallelujah and AMEN!!! =D

My new friend =)

I was having SUCH AN UNHAPPY MORNING! But then, I calmed myself down thanks to Angel, Hon Phin and super amazing worship songs~! So now, I'm gonna blog about a certain someone whom I started getting close to only about a week ago at the most?

Actually I knew her for a very long time...we've known each other for like what...8 years now? But we've all this while been a "hi-and-bye" kinda friends. And for some reason, when Nicholas broke up with me, she actually comforted me. She was there for me since then, and also when I turned my life around, her testimonies are actually super encouraging, which makes me even stronger in my faith. And also, her sharing stories about her loving and caring bf makes me NOT give up on love. Love is such a blessing to her and basically, me and her are planning her "wedding"~ hahaha... I know it sounds silly but yeah, it gives me hope =) I'm really grateful that even though we have never been close and all of a sudden we are, she did not actually turn her back from me, or didn't shut herself away from me. And she likes to use this statement, "God puts people in our lives at different times for different reasons"... And I believe with her, she makes me believe that God can really do anything! ANYTHING! She is an amazing testimony in my life and I'm so grateful to God for her =) Thank you so much girl...you know who you are and please know that from last night, I will always be standing at your side (including your wedding!! hehehe *winks*) May the Lord bless you always and FASTER come back to Malaysia! Wanna give you a looooonnngg awaited HUG! =D

How Great Is Our God - Chris Tomlin

VERSE(1):
The splendor of a King,
Clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice,
All the earth rejoice
He wraps himself in light,
And darkness tries to hide
And trembles at his voice,
And trembles at his voice

CHORUS(1):
How great is our God,
sing with me
How great is our God,
and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God

VERSE(2):
Age to age he stands
And time is in His Hands
Beginning and the End,
Beginning and the End
The Godhead, Three in one
Father, Spirit, Son
The Lion and the Lamb,
The Lion and the Lamb

CHORUS(1):
How great is our God,
sing with me
How great is our God,
and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God

CHORUS(2)
Name above all names
You are Worthy of all praise
and My heart will sing how great
Is our God
(x2)

CHORUS(1):
How great is our God,
Sing with me
How great is our God,
and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God


CHORUS(1):
How great is our God,
Sing with me
How great is our God,
and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God

My answer??? SUPER GREAT!!! AMEN =D

COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS!!!

I believe that since I made a goal to go closer to Jesus, there has not been a day which I have not felt more blessed and strong. Here's the whole story:

All this while, I have been praying. Praying for certain things to happen, praying for certain things to come by, and praying for certain things to just be blessed by...

Firstly as many of you all may know, my dad is now back with us. I faithfully proclaim that I can begin to see a change in him. He's starting to say grace at eating time..His prayers are short, he just says "Dear God, Thank You for the food on the table, Amen"...but it's something right? At least he's doing it. And I really am praising God for it.

Secondly, a material thing that I have wanted for such a long time, in fact since it first appeared by Maxis, I wanted it and when my dad came back, there was a promotion by Cempaka Schools and guess who used to study there?? I was a student there and was allowed to buy the phone at half the price! Cos of this, mum signed up the package for me and dad got me the phone! How happening is that? Even though I know it's an earthly possession, that doesn't mean that I do not thank my Heavenly Father for allowing me to have it.. Thank You Jesus =D

Thirdly, I have been sick (flu and sore throat and bad bad headaches) for the past few days. The old me would have just laid in bed and act dead...But the new me, was soooo filled with joy and passion that I made sure I did what I had to do. This includes teaching, going to Angel's office, dancing, going to church...Made sure I did everything that needed doing =) Praise the Lord =D

Fourthly, I have been blessed! SO MUCH! Yesterday when I went to Angel's office, I went without a single cent in my pocket. Angel blessed me sooo much by buying me food. Also, I have ALWAYS been dying to go for Ascend Worship Concert at JayaOne tomorrow night and I didn't have the transport to go...But last night, one of my mummies (Aunty Joyce Tan) actually offered to come and fetch me ALLLL da way from Connaught and bring me to JayaOne!!!! I just feel sooo blessed by her =D Her sincerity actually made me cry last night. Then, today, my own mum paid RM1000++ for me to complete my UTAR degree, which is MY LAST SEMESTER! The blessings are just coming and coming and I soooo wanna bless all this people back!!! You know the song "Count your Blessings"?? I got too many to count!!! THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH DADDY GOD FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAVE BLESSED ME WITH, HALLELUJAH!!!

Another testimony...

I went to church on Wednesday with only RM1 in my wallet. ONLY RM1! During the offertory session, when I opened my wallet, I was shocked to see how much I had left. I didn't know I only had RM1 in my wallet. Then I don't really know what came through my mind but as painful as it was for me, I actually gave the RM1. I know, it's silly cos RM1 is not a lot, but to me at that very moment, it was. So I gave up that RM1 and immediately I got an SMS from Angel saying that our cheques are out and that she wanted me to collect. Guess what? I blessed the offertory bag with RM1 and got blessed back more than tenfold!!!! =D PRAISE THE LORD! The Lord often tests us by giving us blessings and to see if we bless back in return. So I MUST BLESS OTHERS! Make sure I'm reminded of it ok? =D

my new present =)

Look at this!!! A wonderful present my parents gave me for passing ALL my papers last semester =) Thanking Jesus =D

Praising the Lord...All the day long =D

Welcome back =)

Wanna just thank and praise God for all that happened today. Although shocking and somewhat confusing to me, I am happy that my somewhat "broken" family is now whole again. After more than a year. It's finally whole again.

Not only that, since he's finally back, I also wanna pray for a change of heart for him. Only God and Jesus can change him and no one else! For those reading, although most of you may know who is the "he" that I'm talking about, if you don't, still pray for him ok? I'm just happy for now that he's back. Thank You God =)